I looked everywhere to find the perfect Christmas dress, Zara, HM, Old Navy, TJ Maxx, Ross, you name it I looked and of course I end up at the 11th hour buying the most simple and sweet red sweater dress from where else but Target. OR.... as I like to call it Tar-shay. Shouldn't known I would end up there. 

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My whole attitude has changed since last week. Last week I was a crusty, tired, worn out soon to be mama. It wasn't that I was unappreciative of being pregnant. It was that I was more focused on my aches and pains that the actual journey. 

This week brings a whole new attitude about where I'm at and where I'm going. It hit me like a ton of bricks that I am going to actually miss being pregnant. WTF? 

I didn't think it was possible! But the more I thought about it the more I realized that I will miss feeling her with me all the time, kicking me, reminding me how excited I am to meet her and wondering what kind of a little human she will be. 

I've got two weeks to soak it all in and even though I'm scared (out of my mind) about childbirth, I'm so excited for all the good that comes with it.